Friday, October 23, 2009


7:33 PM

let go ^^





hmmm long time no blog le. HAHA. cos i think th blog's dying. N I M LAZY TO POST!
hees. so yesterday was not bad, really srsly not bad xD

post-exam activities r rather fun lor. n got tht class spirit zai:D i cheered until dono wht la. bryan said i cheer until want to cry liao. HAHA. cos first station we had to cheer. then we cheered with 3G lor. so we kinda fight to see who louder. LMAO. haha. notbad. i think our class cheered very loud ^^

super class bonding. then had CCA lor. as usual, quite sian cos its sectionals! (bernice! ><) haha n i was really tired when i rch home. like breaking liao LOL going POOL later! ^^ with alicia, daryn n ryo :D hahaha. i want learn LOL. then monday is 3A class outing! yay. haha go seoul garden eat buffet LOL. think alot of ppl coming. HAHA. super looking forward to it <3

peer-influence

Monday, October 12, 2009


8:58 PM

after-shocks^^


:D eoys r overoverover! yep. n went kbox with clique yesterday after CID paper ^^


heh. the cute balloon i received as BELATED present LOL









heh. only uploaded th pics with alicia cos all th rest not with me. shall wait for yuxian to upload on FB ^^ JURONG SAFRA IS PRETTY! heh. very suitable for taking pics. haha. so yep yesterday after CID paper we chiong to busstop liao. with the balloon i rceived! hahaha. THANKSLOADS:D

then alicia went with me to collect Astar scholarship cheque while chanyuxian went home to bathe LOL. after that me n alicia went clementi to change, camwhore, n buy tops! hahaha. i bought a green one. cos its UNIQUE. heh. n we tried on some off-shoulder tops. i wanted to buy de lor! but alicia dowan -.-

then went to JP to meet abi n tianli who just finished their bi-cul paper^^
n then we camwhored again at jurong safra while waiting for yuxian! haha.

okay. then we went to kbox. waited for so long la! cos we didnt book :O so yep. hv to wait so long so we began playing heart attack n th "i hv never" game. th kbox ppl were nice though. let us go in at 2.30 instead of 3 cos got room le.

hahaha. love this part. got this cute guy working there then he brought us into th room. then we were super excited cos its touch screen n all. somemore th kbox so cool lo. so we kinda screamed in amaze. then he smirked n laughed at us leh! THAT WAS CUTE. haha. but anw i said quite loudly: he laughing at us leh! then he laughed even more. LOL

then everytime he comes in again hor. he will smirk n laugh lor. funny guy. then we will laugh back. SUPER FUNNY. then got this part we were singing some funny song then he glanced at our screen n started laughing! hahaha. alicia said he must hv thought we were cute LMAO. yeah right -.=

then we sang alot of songs leh! got some weird weird n super old songs too. haha n we even danced the moves la wth! like for 对你爱不完 by 郭富城. n we sang oldies! super fun^^

then at bout 6plus that guy came in again! this was how it was like:

guy: 现在是游戏时间， 我们来玩大小。你赢的话，我请喝一杯水。你输的话，要拍一张照片。三局两胜
then he gace us the poker cards.

so i was like okay! cos it seems fun what ^^

then he asked me who if i want shuffle. so i took it n even asked him if i can check th cards LMAO
then he spread th cards out n we chose first. so ours was diamond 6 i think. then biggest is A in this case. n he got A clubs! then after that i made him choose first right! he got Aspades la! TOTALLY SCAM LOL. then he was laughing n telling us he didnt scam us. zzz.

but i think he still cute. haha. okay alicia, not th looks. but th way he smile n talk LOL

okay. i shall stop fan-girling. ^^ but still, yesterday was fun! reallyfun! heh. feel very tired after that though LOL

kk. i shall end my post n go play pet society or fish a fish liao HAHA




accept it as a beautiful memory

Wednesday, September 30, 2009


3:32 AM

with that motivation of yours, i can go on




























EOYS 2MORO! yay. jiayoujiayou to myself n to all. gonna b free in 12 days to come! xD
i gonna go crazy after exams^^

hmmm. had interview today. not too bad i guess(: im totally in love with th feeling of interviews. so exciting HAHA. not to mention th stress though LOL

again JIAYOU. i'm gonna resist any temptation to blog till next fri since mon paper is not MUGGABLE:D


censored

Friday, September 18, 2009


11:01 PM

many delusions form a picture


























Tag replies (:

shuchin: ehhh why your blog no archives one! ahaha. anyw tyvm haha!

haha i lazy put :P hees. n what u thanks me for lor! HAHA

Kirsten: hello!

haha hello! xD

MJ: JIAYOU in mugging for eoys!

heh. THANKS(: u too!

alicia: wa u use tht picture before! for my ahma presentation LMAOS.

lol. COS ITS A NICE PIC WHAT:D

Brenda: Ohmyg, I love that smile picture!

haha. i like it too! xD keep smiling also yeah? <3>Brenda: Ohmyg, I love that smile picture!

Damian: Hey Shirley link please!!
Btw, all the pictures that you post are super cool!

haha. HELLO!!! yup link le. n thanks :D







LOL. im putting pics took longlong time ago lorr. cos i lazy go find pictures to fill my blog haha. kk. short post here cos i promised myself not tyo blog so much since its EOYS soon(:



its all coming back, that feeling
but you no longer show me the same look, that concern.
you treat me like i'm a stranger
yes, and i mean nothing to you.
but i long for that same look
that certainty that we once shared those memories
have you any idea how much it hurt when you brush past me like i'm nothing
i felt like i'm back to the beginning
back to the time i can't get over
maybe i didnt get over after all

i want that look once more


4:30 AM

need somewhere where i belong


jiayou





MY THEREMOMETER'S SPOILT! >.<

haha. i think it is lor. i took my temp then it was 38.9 degree celsius leh! but i dont feel giddy or what. just feel very cold cos body like keep losing heat. LMAO

hmmm. didnt go sch 2day :X cos in th morning i was really fever-ish. even worse than yesterday. haha. so yep. i stayed at home. was texting cheryl at first. haha i know u missed me rightrightright :P

n i totally slack my day off today by sleeping like a pig >< HAIS. i dont like human nutrition! >.< circulatory, homeostasis and EXCRETION much more fun can -.-

OHOHOH and i had a lot of dreams recently! super exciting one lorr. like i gonna get killed or smth then i fight back n won! hahaha.

The Moth Who Fell in Love with A Star.

There once was a moth that fell in love with a star.
All his friends and relatives mocked him, told him he was being unrealistic, and urged him to focus his efforts on some local, possible, attainable goal: a streetlamp, a porchlight, a candle or a lantern. Even a chandelier, if he must.
But our Moth was in love with His Star, and he would not give up.
So while all his pals, his parents, his sisters and brothers and cousins and aunts, soon burned themselves out around the local, ready-made luminaries, and wound up as charred bits of ash on the sidewalks, the porches, the floors and tables of the town, our Moth enjoyed a long and happy and healthy life in endless pursuit of his limitless Star.




you come and go, like i'm a toilet bowl

Wednesday, September 16, 2009


4:30 AM

put on a smile






gosh. im a bigbig slacker! >.< i just woke up. when there is like bio test 2moro and i still hv lots of revision to do! but its cos im running a fever :X 38.5... but i think im recovering le! so most likely can go sch 2moro! :D

i hv really alot of things to do now. besides studying n revising, i hv to come up with proposals for PSB, prepare for SEAMEO SSYS interview, do CID, stay back for some mosquito project... zzz. its not alot actually. just that everything has to b done before eoys start >< UGH. n that interview for SEAMEO. i got no idea how im gonna prepare for it n th interview's this month 30th. GOOD LUCK TO ME -.-

hais. nevertheless, i shall buck up! n put on a smile to face all these stuff. cos everyone is facing stress too, not only me. so i hv no right to get all worked up yeah? kaykay shall go study bio liao. heh.




BUCK UP, shirley!

Monday, September 14, 2009


4:41 AM

splitting headache


let fate decide






im having a very very bad headache now D: i better not get sick now. BETTER NOT. or else i can just go kill myself b4 i get killed by th papers. cos i really need all th time n concentration to start revising le. everyone around me is like chiong-ing!

hmmm so today is not bad lah. th lessons all seem quite interesting :D had chinese creative writing class again. LOL. he talked bout a few things which were quite interesting! quite reflective too. smth like everyone started out being insignificant compared to the wide world. Yet, it is up to you if you want to transform from someone of little significance to someone impactful. imagine, its like you can fail in what you do, you can emo down there for all you want. but how many people are affected by you? you may be a really great friend, thus all your friends around you feel affected. However, when you compare youself to th world. who are you? life still goes on without you. nobody would stop their life to take a good look at you. too insignificant. However, if you are able to make yourself someone influential. like einstein or whatever. its different. einstein started out as insignificant too. but now, everyone knows him. so yup, thats what the lecturer kinda expressed. think its rather true(:

haha n he mentioned smth! he said guys dont say goodnight to guys. LOL. he said its the so called different ways of conversation between the 2 different genders. haha i found it quite true:D there r things girls n guys can nvr understand similarly.

should go lie down n hope my headache goes off ASAP.

should end my post with this rather cute song LOL

Fuck you by Lily Allen

Look inside,

Look inside your tiny mind

Now look a bit harder

Cause we're so uninspired,

so sick and tired of all the

hatred you harbor

So you say

It's not okay to be gay

Well I think you're just evil

You're just some racist who

can't tie my laces

Your point of view is medieval


Fuck you (Fuck you)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause we hate what you do

And we hate your whole crew

So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause your words don't translate

And it's getting quite late

So please don't stay in touch


Do you get,

Do you get a little kick out of

being slow minded?

You want to be like your father

It's approval your after

Well that's not how you find it


Do you,

Do you really enjoy living a

life that's so hateful?

Cause there's a hole where

your soul should be

Your losing control of it and

it's really distasteful


Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause we hate what you do

And we hate your whole crew

So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause your words don't

translate and it's getting

quite late

So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,

Fuck yooooou


You say

You think we need to go to war

well you're already in one

Cause it's people like you

who need to get slew

No one wants your opinion


Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause we hate what you do

And we hate your whole crew

So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you (Fuck You)

Fuck you very, very much

Cause your words don't

translate and it's getting

quite late

So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you, Fuck you

Fuck you, Fuck you

Fuck you, Fuck you





when i see everyone having someone,
something stirred within me.
maybe i should have agreed, but i didnt.





i need a panadol like you